Better be better at doing it
October 27, 2007
I AM ON TOP OF CLOUDS NOW. I have already obtained in my hand over ten albums. I am so defeated. Media Appreciation exam is next Monday and here I am with headphones listening to all this ear food with full speed. What can I do about it? Not much. Its a difficult fight after all. More than ten albums and new songs which isn’t even out yet, most of them, how awesome is that?! So therefore, ignorance becomes bliss. I am appreciating my parent money on college fund, really. In fact, I am always spending most of time on books overnight, maybe even more than the others are. However, the output of it would be under another categorize. It happened when I found out mysteriously where to get these entire leaks out free albums download. It happened when the level of stress turned unbearable. Before I forget, regarding the fires from San Diego and everywhere apparently may the people stay safe. I was reading Jason Mraz’s journal, and boy was it a bad pee as he mentioned himself. The fire, which was blowing towards San Diego, gave him no choice but to get his stuff out of that house and waits for the fire’s next move. Mind you, he rushes back from London when all this happened.
No matter which way the wind was blowing or how many miles away it was or just who was watching after it didn’t matter. Nothing I lasted about 10 minutes in my house before I decided it had been way too long. My car had in it more than I needed, which is nothing but a tall stack of towels, some surfing boards, toiletries and first aid, a guitar, a few last minute precious Polaroids stuffed into favorite books… I felt silly shoving a stuffed duck I’ve had since I was 5 into my backpack. But you never know. I walked thru every room in the house and surveyed it as if I’d sold the place and wasn’t coming back. I flipped the lights on in the studio and sang a loud note and listened to it merge with the silence near the ceiling. I thought the piano looked a bit dusty and noticed where Eric had already saved his vintage keyboards. (Extracted from Jason Mraz’s journal.) Thoughts turned prayer, quoted him. Lets pray the victims stay safe. At least he managed to save his beloved cat while writing.
— Now on moooooosic post. *EDITED 
mattered anymore. It felt like we had done something wrong by being there. It could probably smell us and by that mob was coming straight at us.
Homg ppl, human, population whatever, Simple Plan with their upcoming single LEAK:
Simple Plan- When You’re Gone
p/s Winnie you so gotta listen to it, its awesome.
And Emmy Rossum-High is soooooo good. I have been replaying since 2 days ago.
Listen to it through my sidebar playlist. Just press play godammit.
Clicks on the link below for Upcoming singles, plus
Albums featuring:
Grey’s Anatomy Vol.3 OST
Backstreet Boys-Unbreakable (LEAK)
James Blunt-All The Lost Souls
Mat Kearney- Nothing Left To Lost
Boys Like Girls- Me, You and My Medications
The Veronicas- Hook Me Up (LEAK)
Carrie Underwood- Carnival Ride
Colbie Caillat- Coco (LEAK)
Emmy Rossum- Inside Out (Ahh!)
Hilary Duff- Dreamer
Paramore- Riot
Click Here:
MY RECOMMENDED TRACK WILL BE IN BROWN. Grey’s Anatomy Vol.3 OST Track Listing: 1. Peter Bjorn And John – Young Folks Delicious album. If you havnet heard of this you must be having ear cancer and somehow this is the only cure. Bill Ricchini – A Cold Wind Will Blow Through Your Door and The Bird And The Bee – Again & Again are my recomeneded. So is you’re a self-claimed GREAT fan of Grey’s Anatomy, you arent one till you listen to this album.:)
Backstreet Boys-Unbreakable (LEAK) Track Listing: This is the first Backstreet Boys album that Kevin Richardson is not involved with, but didn’t let that stop them. I know alot of you aren’t to fond of the boys being back, but I respect that they’ve been able to stick around for many years. p/s Westlife. They proved that people were still interested in them when they released “Never Gone” in 05, and their back to prove it again. The tracks I highlighted above are awesome tracks. Pls go dwld or take them from me. You Can Let Go and Treat me Right are esp in the right piano pop. Esp Treat Me Right-no matter how much you hated them, get this track pls. Adore their album cover design btw. James Blunt-All The Lost Souls Track Listing: 1. 1973 2. One Of The Brightest Stars 3. I’ll Take Everything 4. Same Mistake 5. Carry You Home 6. Give Me Some Love 7. I Really Want You 8. Shine On 9. Annie 10. I Can’t Hear The Music 11. Dear Katie (Single Version) 12. So Happy (Single Version) James Blunt’s 2004 debut, Back to Bedlam, charmed American audiences like a bad Hugh Grant movie, only moonier:soft, unfailingly polite, very sappy. On All the Lost Souls, Blunt again delves into pretty folk pop, though he comes up with a couple of the-weird “One of the Brightest Stars” and “Give Me Some Love,” with a hilarious chorus that begins, “Why don’t you give me some love?/I’ve taken a shipload of drugs.” The album cover design— EVEN BETTER. Absolutely splendid. Mat Kearney- Nothing Left To Lost Track Listing: Ahhh I superduperawfully loveee him. Where We Gonna Go From Here are to die for, and also Renaissance. He rapped also, not the kinof Olang rap, but those telling stories pleasant rap. And dont get fooled by his voice cause well he might sound 40 something, but hell no, he’s not. He’s kinof hawt, moreover. Boys Like Girls- Me, You and My Medications Track Listing: The most requested album! Haha. Love the lead singer’s voice and everything bout them. Winnie knows what I am crapping! :) Go for Learning To Fall , Heels Over Head and Holiday. The Veronicas- Hook Me Up (LEAK) Track Listing: I am still hooked up with their last album. Not the typical Paris Hilton or clubbing gal who produce album just for the sake of well, album, they have got something extra. But to be honest I really prefer the last album, cause this album somehow, its really pop electric and dancing track. Except a few, which is mostly the one I recommended. Revenge Is Sweeter [Than You Ever Were] are good. So ha-ha. Carrie Underwood- Carnival Ride Track Listing: WOOHOOO this woman makes the whole world to learn the genre Country Music all over again. This album is absolute awesome. A s I have mentioned in the previous music post, her So Small will be the 1st single, that one awesome track. Wheel of the Worlds will make you cry, in my case. Colbie Caillat- Coco (LEAK) Track Listing: Ahh, finally I reached here. The Summer Album of the year. This is a MUST download. It just make you get the sun, run, jump, swim, stretch in the most relaxing way you could possibly imagine. I love this album dearly. Bubbly would sound familiar to most of you guys. Try go for The Lil Things. SPM-ers are so darn lucky to have this song with them while battling to study! Hmph. Emmy Rossum- Inside Out (!) Track Listing: 1.Slow Me Down NEED I SAY MORE?!! My ultimate favorite album which I already OVER-STRESSED in that last post. So darn atmospheric, dancing along with the beautiful melody. Conclusion JUST FREAKIN listen to the whole album for god sake. Musing in a new chamber of happiness. “Surrender now to ecstasy, move with me and make me real….“-High- Hilary Duff- Dreamer Track Listing: Okay this one. Uh Its all dancing track honestly. Therefore I only recommended one track-Dreamer. That one has awesome beat lah. Just that. Paramore- Riot Track Listing: Paramore would be ear medicine too. Try getting all the tracks. No regrets man. New Upcoming Singles Take That-Rule The World They watched Stardust and couldnt help loving it. Therefore they wrote this soundtrack specially dedicated to this movie-Stardust. First of all, that movie rawk socks, not children stuff okay doofus. And then this track, can die. Awesome.
Leona Lewis- Bleeding Love X-Factor latest winner. Her power volume are the bomb lah. The idol after Shane Ward. This song rawks.
Mika-Happy Ending Like what I told Amir, if you feel like suicide, listen to this before doing that. You’ll know why. Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova- Falling Slowly Musical production soundtrack. I cried after listening, and also Surekha. GOOOO LISTEN! Its good. Sarah McLachlan- Answer Sorry no picture available BUT OMG best soundtrack of the year.( The Brave One Soundtrack) Remember that soulful track all the way in the movie, thats the track. Again, GO DWLD.
Avril Lavigne- Innocence Now this is the true meaning of Emo. Its a sad song.
FELL FREE TO DROP A COMMENT IF YOU REALLY WANTED ANY ALBUM ABOVE. WILL SEND YOU.
Feeling: Listening to: Shakira- Underneath Your Clothes
2. The Bird And The Bee – Again & Again
3. The Jealous Girlfriends – Something In The Water
4. Feist – Sealion
5. Bill Ricchini – A Cold Wind Will Blow Through Your Door
6. Grace Potter And The Nocturnals – Falling or Flying
7. Koop – Come To Me
8. Jesus Jackson – Running on Sunshine
9. Robert Randolph – Ain’t Nothing Wrong With That
10. Paolo Nutini – Million Faces
11. Mat Kearney – Breathe In Breathe Out
12. Gomez – Moon and Sun
13. John Legend – Sun Comes Up
14. Ingrid Michaelson – Keep Breathing
15. Brandi Carlile – The Story 
1. Intro
2. Everything But Mine
3. Inconsolable
4. Something That I Already Know
5. Helpless When She Smiles
6. Any Other Way
7. One In A Million
8. Panic
9. You Can Let Go
10. Trouble Is
11. Treat Me Right
12. Love Will Keep You Up All Night
13. Unmistakable
14. Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon
15. Downpour
16. In Pieces
17. Nowhere To Go
1. Undeniable
2. Nothing Left To Lose
3. Crashing Down
4. Girl America
5. In the Middle
6. Can’t Break Her Fall
7. What’s A Boy To Do
8. Wait
9. Bullet
10. All I Need
11. Renaissance
12. Where We Gonna Go From Here
13. Won’t Back Down
1. The Great Escape
2. Five Minutes To Midnight
3. Hero/Heroine
4. On Top Of The World
5. Thunder
6. Me, You And Medication
7. Up Against The Wall
8. Dance Hall Drug
9. Learning To Fall
10. Heels Over Head
11. Broken Man
12. Holiday
1. Untouched
2. Hook Me Up
3. This Is How It Feels
4. This Love
5. I Can’t Stay Away
6. Take Me On The Floor
7. I Don’t Wanna Wait
8. Popular
9. Revenge Is Sweeter [Than You Ever Were]
10. Someone Wake Me Up
11. All I Have
12. In Another Life
13. Hook Me Up (Exclusive Interview)
1. Flat On The Floor
2. All-American Girl
3. So Small
4. Just A Dream
5. Get Out Of This Town
6. Crazy Dreams
7. I Know You Won’t
8. Last Name
9. You Won’t Find This
10. I Told You So
11. The More Boys I Meet
12. Twisted
13. Wheel Of The World
1. Oxygen
2. The Little Things
3. One Fine Wire
4. Bubbly
5. Feelings Show
6. Midnight Bottle
7. Realize
8. Battle
9. Tailor Made
10. Magic
11. Tied Down
12. Capri
2.Inside Out
3.Stay
4.Falling
5.The Great Divide
6.Lullaby
7.Don’t Stop Now
8.High
9.A Million Pieces
10.Rainy Days and Mondays
11.Anymore
1. Stranger
2. Dignity
3. With Love
4. Danger
5. Gypsy Woman
6. Never Stop
7. No Work, All Play
8. Between You And Me
9. Dreamer
10. Happy
11. Burned
12. Outside Of You
13. I Wish
14. Play With Fire
1. For A Pessimist, I’m Pretty Optimistic…
2. That’s What You Get
3. Hallelujah
4. Misery Business
5. When It Rains
6. Let The Flames Begin
7. Miracle!
8. CrushCrushCrush
9. We Are Broken
10. Fences
11. Born For This
12. Decoy (Bonus Track)
13. Stop This Song/Lovesick Melody (Bonus Track)
14. Misery Business (Acoustic Version) (Bonus Track)
Before Me-out, Appy Burpday to my mulish sister, Fleur and Winnie. Honestly Fleur that women in BEP’s concert during her burpday night, our wishes will never be able to top that cheh. Hah kiddin. Have an awesome one.
Little 24 hours different
October 24, 2007
I am slurping down cappuccinos ice cream now. Ice cream is the godness, followed by McDonalds, cookies and Starbucks. I will put anything into my body at times like this.
And was instructed to be confused.
I dont want to okay.
Here’s the thing. I am really having some sort of sick-fed up variations going on in me. Fragile relationships leaves a trace everywhere I goes. Its thoroughly pissing me off. Its as if for them, no chain is strong enough and no choice is wrong enough. Right now, let me tell you that it is damn truly important to learn the words “relationships” all over again. Cause everything felt changed. And the world is blardy hell messed up.
|:One broke up can actually rocked out a hundred and seventeen comments from souls who have absolute nothing to do with it. How devoting. Everything is revolving around blaming each other I guess.
Does relationships have a lost and found. I so hope they do.
Although its none of my business anyway.
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Back to my life. To me theres no better exams than today’s one. Drives me bizarre. Excluding the worst exam of the lifetime yesterday.
1. Social Psychology(Today)
Being told to shut the hell up at the beginning of the test by Miss Rose( something) makes me assumed a strict exam for the next one and a half hours. Until a genuine point where Miss Malar admit on setting one wrong essay Q that carries out 20 marks. It was hallelujah. She NOT ONLY gave free answers for five MCQ questions, but also a discussion on series of answers for the rest of the essays Q, being unable to escape from the guiltiness.
Robin : Alah miss, now that we only have 3 choices of Questions to choose from-Unfair.
Kien: Yealah miss. At least give us some help. Or something..
Miss Malar: Okay okay fine. Which question you needa know?!
Class: (Stoned up with three rounds shaped on the faces-both eyes and mouth, as round as
dinner plate.) Wooooo.
I hadn’t a clue what was going on for a split second. That “okay okay fine” was the least I could have expected okay. I was expecting a shut up again though. Needless to say, the rest of the day was a tuiton session. Pronto. We are permitted to raise our hand highly in the air to ASK A QUESTION. In an exam. Wtf. I am sure there are weird things that get tossed into the daylight everyday but this?! And they dont called this cheating. Only sudden inspiration.(cough to someone). I require a great amount of medication now and you would immediately know WHY after reading the next topic. Here goes.
2. English for College Studies III (Yesterday)
Two reading passages which were proved more than 40 minutes needed. One darn hell confusing essay. 5 section for each reading passages. It’s only natural to think that NONE OF US IN THE ENTIRE class finished in one freaking hour. Except for Tash( high speed rage than the normal), Nadia and Jing who went for a journey called TIKAM.
T___T
I was literally shaking, my views were zoomed out to view the earth from afar. Mind you, I have never ever emptied that much of spaces in an exam okay. Not even Biology. And after much investigation, we were by right suppose to have ten more minutes for the paper. Ten sweet minutes which would most probably changed the universe. Dr Lean is so freaking evil. FYI, the second reading passages was about the missing of frogs on Earth. And this is a brief scene on what happened right after we hand in the paper with the most horrified last glance on the paper.
85% of the class: I didn’t finish my FROG!*faint
30% of the class : Mahai.
64% of the class: My essay only stopped at
“On the other hand,”
45% of the class: Shake their head endlessly.
1% of the class: (Tash)Why do you all look
so sad?
2% of the class: Bought 8 waffles. (Us)
5% of the class: Turned purple from red.
10% of the class: Grinned like some psycho Green
Goblet. I have no idea why…
Otherwise we survived.
I think for the next Econs test this coming Thursday, Santa Clause would make a guest appearance and we would open our test paper to find blank sheets.
Something like that.
Feeling:
Listening to: Mat Kearney- Renaissance
Rule the World
October 19, 2007
I am super duper inspired now. To satiate my humor desire. Karen Cheng’s wonderful kiddy and inspiring post really brighten up my passion for art. Callums my newly crown idol for now.
Taken from KCheng archive,
My two year old asks, “Moosic on please mummy.”
“Uh…. ok…. why not.” I say, half speaking to myself. “What shall we listen to
then?”
“Mah-donna please.”
“PARDON?!? What did you just say???”
“Mah-donna please.”
“I can’t believe dad taught you how to say Madonna…” I mumble while fiddling
with the CDs.
“Loud please, mummy”
“Yeah yeah. Great, now I’ve got two smart asses in the family.”
“Smart. Ass?”
“Stop it Callum.”
“Ok.”
Ultimate Cutie.
Sorry I must say, that this would be pretty crap of randomness. Its a mid term holiday and I have been working like some buffalo from China who only left a few months of live. Social Psychology assignment was a total brain slashing, I think I will need 5 months to recover. Its like giving birth endlessly. 5 psychology theories to apply on 5 personal experience true story. Okay it may sounds or even looked fun for you people out there (cough*ev), but its nothing like that. You would be revolving around one sentences endlessly just to make sure you get the story line right just so that it doesn’t get out of topic cause if it does, boy, its a 0% criteria.
And its actually a holiday.
Ugh. 5 more theories to go on V for Vendetta.
Dont let me see a rope around cause I think I would literally hang myself up. And hallelujah mid term exam is due next week, when I still havent got a single clue on Econs graph.
And did I mentioned that my FIRST driving lesson after passing my undang2 6 months ago was rotten egg? T__T The instructor, Roger happened to switch off his hp when I had booked a 9 in the morning with him. The driving center were left under the guardians of a kakak, who went even more panic than me when I suggested that Roger might be dead when she told me she couldnt contact him either. When the clock struck 12 o’clock, my mum officially announced his death and I were to accompany her to the bank. For my new personal account.
Of course bad things surfaced again. Its an omen.
I signed beautifully on the registration form and throw off the pen, going ladadida. Nothing to complain about. So far so great. Until I was required to sign AGAIN during the bank in cash session. And so I signed.
“Uhhh.(stared again) Miss your signature different lah. Cannot make it. You will have to sign back the exact same pattern.”
F.I.N.E. Shrugged abit. Signed.
“Uh miss why dont you practiced abit first…”
Practiced like drawing ghost tag. And signed again.
I guess he did not dare to go for the 3rd request, therefore he went for big boss approval, and suddenly the whole bank officer and stuff were rounding up a table to analyze my signature.
Haih. What a pig.
Meet Waffles, proudly owner of 9 kittens. I knoe I hate cats and all ever
since my bunny was bitten to death by cats, but this one somehow…looks
sophisticated. She have a pair of soften intelligent eyes see, instead of
those glaring disgusting yellow eyes. So I decided to make her an animated
gif.*smiles
Feeling:
Listening to: Coldplay-Brothers and Sisters
Laughing at me laughing
October 10, 2007
*Edited I just need to share something with you today. Got this from Tash, and I just had to give her some credit, cause it took, well kinof hell lot effort to record down funny conversation in her notebook. See, I remember! Five funny conversations in every 30 seconds. No class in any college can beat that. (In Media Appreciation, Miss T was listing different compartment of a magazine) Someone: What about love & sex? Miss T: That goes under here *points at Porn* WAIT NO!!! *speedily points at Lifestyle*
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(Later)
Miss T: So yeah, when I was in the UK, they would put the porn mags on the top shelf, so they’re called topshelf magazines. I was buying sweets and I saw them, so I whispered to my friend, “Look look, there’s porn there!” and my friend was like “Oh god. YES THATS PORN LAH.”
Geoff: I KNOW! Seriously, you go to (name of bookstore) and it’s ALL THERE, like so damn many, spread out over the shelves, all these – *he stops dead, realizing his admission*
The back gang: HOOOOOR, GEOFF! What have you been doing har?!
Class: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Geoff: SHIT!
Wei Jiin: Geoff, since it’s topshop, how do you reach them?
( Uh, Geoff have limited height.haha.)
Class: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Miss T: BUUURN!
Did I mentioned we have a ghost telling session in Media Hulb. It was awesome. Esp when Surekha omg-ing.Haha. And also when Tash screamed her lung off when the media hulb guy open the door and came face to face with her.HAHA.
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And this must be the fastest update again in my breaking history record.
Today, I am half-French and half-Indian.
My mom conveniently talks me into following her to the immigration office to renew my grandma’s passport. Oh yes, my grandma as in the grandma who had swear to live in her Tanjung Karang kampung for the rest of her life in order to save the chicken population, had been setting foot into our residents for the past few days. Dare I say that you have no idea how on earth we pursued her to come live with us for god sake. Constantly for a year. You really would have no idea lah.
Cause she’s like the coolest grandma you can find around. Seriously.
I called her Wo Ma. In Hokkien, its means, uh it means, wait lemme think, OWH it means Wai Po, so you get Wo Ma in Hokkien, the granny you get from your mum side, to be more specific. When the world is busy and minding their own mountain of business, my grandma would be
Climbing her papaya tree to petik them. Freaking climbed bare footed just like that okay. Causing a ten miles scream from my mum and they even considered to chop it down for grandma’s safety.
Drinking coke with added salt in the hawt afternoon.
Eating ice-cream with a blend of three flavors-chocolate.strawberry.vanilla. Owh and one more-jagung.
Chasing my cousin high and low with a huge rotan, just to get her to bath at 3 in the afternoon!
Eh seriously. I dont know if this apply to all older generation or what but MY grandma freaking will ask us to eat breakfast at 10 in the morning; then eat lunch at 11 in the morning, and then dinner at 3. This also occurred when we are smuggling our pillow comfortably in the living room watching House. She would raised her voice from somewhere around the corner, and screaming her lungs out for us to go BATH. Bath at 2p.m.
Its something like how we used to go ,
“Omg I am so bored, lets go hang out, jom!”
when we are so freakin bored at home doing absolute nothing.
So her’s version would be like,
“Omg now what time edi, faster go zang zui(bath), go!”
My grandma damn full of energy lah. And she cares bout her beloved chicken more than anything in the world, did I mentioned? Okay so anyway back to the topic, we went to the immigration office. you know, where you have to get your numbers and wait for your turn to counters, that 4 digits number? My grandma did a collection on them to buy lottery. My mum called her sampat, leaving her to laugh gaga over herself.Haha. Btw she’s renewing her passport to go back China to meet up with her twin sister! I nearly died of thrilled I tell you when I knew bout this. And the picture of her with her twin sister, freakin you gotta see them, too bad its not with me now. They have the exact same identical face, only that her twin sister is in braids! Freakin BRAIDS. Damn cute I tell you. Okay from here onwards would be pictures on previous and recent semester happenings. Random days Angkasapuri Trip. Studios Filming scene (process): Twisted Ollie Thats bout it. Econs assignment coming up: we are gonna buka gerai and create some project like what you see in I mah as well finished the tag by Surekha. Seven things to be done before my death. 2. Meet very very important people from politicians to footballers to Jude Law. Seven things I will not do even if it kills me. 4. One night stand 5. Scribble bout god noes what on my notebook. And tear them into pieces and fly them away. 7. Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people. (The Painted Veil) Again, common sense, NO freaking way I will be stopping at 7. Make it 22 bah.:) 8. Hans Zimmer- Cry/Maestro/Grumption 10. Jason Mraz-The Remedy 11. Billie Myers-Kiss The Rain 12. Emmy Rossum-Slow Me Down 13. Clay Aiken-The Way 14. Coldplay-The Scientist 15. Dashboard Confessional-Stolen 16. E.S. Posthumus-Nara 17. Hellogoodbye-Here( In Your Arms) 18. Jim Brickman-You Never Know 19. John Mayer-Your Body is a Wonderland 20. Nick Lachey-What’s Left Of Me 21. Savage Garden-I Knew I Love You 22. Steven Curtis Chapman-Remembering You Seven things I have utter discontempt for. 6. I cry at every blardy hell scene or stuff. I cry when people’s leaving in airport, 8. When we laugh and laugh non-stop till no sound’s coming out, and half supporting each other. 23. Steven Spielberg. 24. Atmospheric stuff and scene. 25. Black and white/ Urban effect. The life of the dead is stored in the memory of the livings. -Criminals Mind- Feeling: Listening to: Hans Zimmer-Gumption
Just a small post on my recent pictures and complete tag by Su. Clicks. 
Blame my assignment for this.
3 blind mice.
Aku.
Love it.
We were THIS lost beside the jalan raya. Dont we look like lost sheeps?
Until Jason decided to stood in the middle of the jalan raya and snapped this.
The stage of performances you usually find in RTM where they have never ending concerts
with Siti Nurhaliza.
Traxx fm DJ. Pretty cool with his speech.
And grabbed Amir for Merdeka Spirit Shoutout on the spot.
Father giving a random lecture bout cartoons.
Heh.:)
Bye bye.
Picture of the day.
Haha. Freakin dragonball. Amir(right), Wei Jinn, Robin, Geoff flying away.
We called this momentum.
Wong fei Hong. He stole the attire frm Sifu Kent.
Therefore there’s only redness on the head.
Darren-Sister Delilah.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I can only laugh aimlessly here. Cause well, its Darren you see…
Me and Dara. See those hyperactive-ians behind?
They just finished dancing and are boxing now.
And then it rained.
Under the sky! Awesome landscape ey?!
We are located in the secret graden on top of our campus building.
Sometimes, it is true when they say TCPJ campus rawks.
Alicia’s edited version.
Salute. She did this like in 10 minutes i think.
We are freaking glowing.
Candid. By Alicia Hew.
The Apprentice.Cant wait. But i really can and wanna wait for research paper, English for College Studies.
Absolute poison, that thing. Ish.
1. Attain my dream lifestyle and passion.
3. Going beyond the limits of my brain and create amazing wonders.
4. Laying on my back under the sky, and letting the sun warming up my bare legs.
5. Get a pen and write a song.
6. Make a film.
7. Making sure I remember every iota of memories in the past.
1. Smoke
2. Give up drawing
3. Arranged Marriage
5. Quit buying Mcdonalds
6. Killing
7. Oral sex.Eww.
Seven things I do when I’m away from public.
1. I sing, in the bathroom-myroom-wherever with a remote controller on my hand as mic.
2. Talk to myself.
3. Cry boutanything and everything.
4. Watch a ghost film.
6. Stare into space.
7. Tie my hair into 7 parts UPWARDS.Heh.
Seven fave sentences/quotes/expressions
1. Godness
2. Baaaaaah.
3. Aduhai.
4. And I am so sad, like a good book. (Tori Amos-A Sorta Fairy Tale)
5. What good would wings be if you couldn’t feel the wind on your face? (City of Angels)
6. I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before
you die. First of all, that one second isn’t a second at all, it stretches on forever,
like an ocean of time… (American Beauty)
Seven Songs
1. Josh Groban- February Song
2. Melee-Built to Last
3. Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova-Falling Slowly
4. Imogen Heap-Hide and Seek
5. The Feeling- Rose
6. Micheal Buble-Home
7. Sarah McLachlan-Answer
9. Plain White T’s- Let Me Take You There
Seven things I bet you didn’t know bout me.
1. I hate shopping.
2. I will tripped at least twice whenever I have a pair of heels on.
3. I dipped French fries into Coke.
4. I really really think that David Boreanaz is HOT.
5. I prefer white roses than the red ones.
6. I sometimes eat burgers according to layers, first bread, then meat,
and then the bread again. Cause my mouth aint that huge okay.
7. Again, I dipped slices of lemon into 100 plus.
1. Spreading rumors around to gain pleasure.
2. The sick society today who stick cucumbers and brinjal into childrens private part.
3. Pathetic imposters
4. Perception of adults towards the studies of arts.
5. Education system here.
6. Snakes.Fullstop.
7. Pampered spoilt personality.Eww.
Seven(or more) minor things I love.
1. Photography
2. Art and Design
3. Psycho Crime Thriller films or series: Criminal Minds! Csi!
4. Short messy hair on guys
5. Road trips!
6. Chocolate Chip Ice-cream
7. Singing Pop Goes My Heart with fellow peeps, esp Ev.
even if I dont noe them, I cry when there’s a slightly touching part in a film
which will never be considered touching for the others. I just cry laah.
9. Mr. Darcy
10. Cupcakes!
11. The feeling of wrapping presents and watching the beloved ones opening them.
12. Receiving presents itself.
13. Lemon flavored for anything and everything, candies-drinks-ANYTHING.
14. Bunnies.
15. Big skies with blankets of clouds.
16. Romance.
17. Jude Law.
18. Supernatural.
19. McDonalds.
20. White Roses.
21. Stripes socks.
22. My burpday date:22.02.1990! :)
7 Tagged ones: Cheryl Ho | Emily Wong | Ev | Joel | Siew Ying | Ji Yung | Joanne
Till then. bye bye.
Escape
October 7, 2007
In msn chat, i drew.
Fleur: Omg whats that?! You okay kah?
Me: Random. I dunno why.
I really dont know. I am in between lost and found section now. Uh, and its a tree.
Travis
October 5, 2007
Lean on me now.
In many stranger ways
October 3, 2007
This journal only consists of two entries in the whole entire September.
For that, I agreed on record breaking.*smiles
Because its been again, the term busy (month).
Seems only yesterday I belong to one of those shadows shutting through those libraries among piles and piles of books, telling myself hard that SPM would be over soon. And then I shall be free from whatever torture I have been enduring at that time. Never did I think bout how much time is there left for me to be surrounded by the familiar high school and people, but only focusing hard on how much time left to finish memorizing Chapter 4 of Biology. I just wanna feel what its like to be free. Cant wait.
And then it ended. It was a Friday.
And I felt NOTHING. It was almost an empty space inside me, watching pieces of shades fading. Thats all.
So when watching bloggers and ex form 5 mate dealing with this draconian exam, I was going through all sorts of nostalgia. Those struggling period and emotions embracing inside of me were memories as clear as ever in my head, thinking of how 350 pieces of souls would take a further step in their life elsewhere, and that I would most probably never meet them again.
And wonder, will I be one of them.
Still I noticed myself when change began, and embrace myself for colder wind. Sometimes its warmer with old days memories.
Everything new had been surfaced for me recently. Thats how I got busy. I will start of with Society of Performing Arts Final Production. It was a blast. Partly because of the awesome quality show they put up, but most of it was things that I have encountered with, things in terms of wonderful experience and people, AND the story behind a stage.
Cause that show was really a final one for many many seniors, and somehow listening to their thoughts and words on those passions of theirs, somewhat long and lenghty stories of last year production, and the living moments of theater producing and those audience seats, I felt so thorn apart deep down. You know how superawful emotionally strong i could get on these issues, so you can imagine my feelings at that time. And that is definitely the long gone passions. I was so determined to deny the fact that nothings gonna change and we will still see each other again next year, but failed. Esp when Matthew stood so silently in the middle of the theater, alongside with a heavy breathe. It was as if the whole world freezes right at that second in front of him, with memories swirling up and down, come and gone away, and the spotlight was flashed up right on him. It was so atmospheric lah. I am completely lost in thought again now that I think of it. Judging by the way I reacted, I guess I can understand that kind of struggle as i have one too.
That understanding was great for me. I love it.
Okay ignore me.
It was more like a sudden despair floating in me.Sigh.
For that, I will often thanks for what has been, and whats to come.
Although my dreams had surrender to the harvest time. Somehow.
Anyway back to those 3 days.
Stand up comedy by Matthew George, Kevin, Yugi and many others were facking funny. Nevertheless, theirs was the best.
Tell me babe, tell me, is your father a terrosrist?
Cause you’re the bomb babe.
Muhibah gangsta. *inside joke
Gals are flowers. Guys are bees. And bees always get the opportunity to go from flowers to flowers.
*BOOOOO
But, also remember, that flowers would be getting more and more bees after that particular current bee leaves.
Now we are talking.:)
Racial Issues between Eujene and Yugi.
SPA Poster. Clicks at the link below.
I will sorta missed creating poster design from now on I guess. Although I have went through numerous of cursing and swearing to myself on NOT TO ACCEPT POSTER REQUEST anymore. Thats the way I go. Haha. And I will missed senior kalian, Wai Min, Joseph (yess I will smile at strangers and I will work on it, dont worry.), Eujene, and Cindy. Will also really really missed that small theater with Matthew and Prakash all joking and being the runnin man to like pass by me at least 20 times in 10 minutes. And i missed ushering, when Joseph have to force me to smile at all times! AlotFinal Production rawks, and it even rawks when things are procrastinating. Heh. So effing much.
What else? English research paper is definitely a killing machine. I cant wait to fall asleep after that. God knows why there are human being devoting themselves on pursuing Research Degree. Gross. Amirs been my driver all these while. heh. You guys have no idea how miracle is it for me to survive till today, considering how Amir drove while getting hyper in the car with Kar Weng and Daven. At first it was just singing, overact singing. Haha. And then slowly it became camhoring, like this:
See what i meant?! And Amir was driving okay. me at behind trying to focused hard on the outside
P/S Cut my hair btw. Again. Kill me.
Till then. Will update more often.
YESS I WILL. Whack me if I dont.
Feeling:
Listening to: Melee-Built To Last
