Remembrance Every Tuesday (Part 1)

Long strolls talking about life, with many things flashed across my mind. I’ve come to this far upon the inquisitiveness of pursuing my passion. My expectations learned to cease and drained as I watched and waited still day by day, carrying out my unfinished business.

It’s like to know the chase is useless, yet I still turned back at any circumstances to follow the path again. Because hopes and visions never resigned utterly, especially during these glorious youth age, even when one perceived it as a faith of moment.

Uncharacteristically, I survived through these eight months with plenty to share and learn.

And I reread my journal today. These neatly written words are always jumbled up in one post, my bad.

This time around, the space of words shall be dedicated to my class and lecturers. I had fun for the past 8 months all right and still vaguely remember the first day of class. That was orientation. I literally snapped at Way Cyuan’s speech and argued about a freaking name list placement which caused a blank page look on his face, translating what the heck. The class mate’s faces were worst. They kept swaying their visions from WC to me and then back to him. That was totally unintentionally alright. I only did that because the class was in the state of pin dropped silence. Dead silence. And I still haven’t adjusted myself into a quiet environment after a year long spent in Mass Communication course. So I started talking.

But I guess that works in a way, he remembers me whenever we bump on road after that day. (Cough)

I feel indefinite in this journey to be honest. It’s like I’ve seem to have gone too far down a path. To think about the future major years and then verging into reality officially made my mind and thoughts arc forward into all directions. Some are terribly exciting while the others are just screaming out my stress to an open, anonymous sea of lonely unknown listener.

Needless to say, 8 months spent with class 3 was smacking fun. Here goes.

#1 My Design 1 Motto Theme Design! I have a sudden urge to do painting again looking at this piece haha. It was based on the quote Beauty is The Purgation Of Superfluities by Michelangelo out of the quote list you see. I initially wanted to pick the quote I Shut My Eyes In Order To See but changed my mind throughout the process as I could predict what a huge response it might get and the same visual at the end. It was an inspiring moment though to flow through my mind with pieces of definition and sayings about beauty, and how Michelangelo himself does came across this situation. Those conversations and pouring ideas with Candice was as good as well. She would always laugh upon my thoughts and finds them funny. I remembered the sweaty hand I had on presentation day itself for the first time, actually. Because this concept’s theory are running wildly in my mind and in conjunction of that I could have messed up the points itself and people would not get what am i saying, what more with two guest lecturers who will be listening to this for the first time in their entire life, unlike Candice who did weekly progress. Nevertheless I had so much fun in this entire project. I shall put up the main words from the research folder itself :)

My concept behind the design would be the beauty within naked identity of society and what society perceives might be a beauty scotch. In my design, a naked woman is pouring blue paint downwards her body and when look closely, the blue paints form a delusion of a tied up of a man and woman in jeans. The human body itself is a work of art, it is beautiful and to add paint to it is just as beautiful but it enhances what we already have. That all itself sums up the beauty that lies within beholder. It’s easy and convenient to judge others and their stories when our own flaws and sad tales are covered up. When no one is covered with anything, it’s quite suddenly not about the others or what they look like. It’s very much about what others can see of us. More specifically, it’s about what we see of ourselves and know we are showing the world. It’s not about what we might see but rather what others might see. Therefore the nakedness actually stands for excuses that we ourselves created, the sense of blindness towards yourself, letting reputation and perception robbing away your idealism of your self worth even when you are naked; an excuse to cover up, an excuse for lust, and even an excuse for money-makers (nowadays). We are aware of what other sees in us more than what we think we are worth of. Naked with pride thus turned ashamed. My emphasis on the concept of nakedness creates excuses laid on the poured paint forming a sensual movement between a man and a woman’s leg. I called that the society’s insights that most people care about more than anything in the world. It flows along with the quote (Beauty is a process of eliminating unnecessary stuff) because one could only capture the real meaning of beauty by clearing away the shamefulness inside one’s nakedness.

Self interpretation aite? Heh. And my presentation had a good ending!

#2 Impossibly tiny and cute right haha! This is our Kecak Dance model I had been chanting for months, for the Design II Cultural Box. The idea was to create mirrors reflection inside the box with well, several angles complicated enough to make my mind go bonkers. The mirror was the essence in our concepts. The plan was to expose how the modern people today escape from reality whereby they are superstitious yet denying the truth beholds all the surrounding of technologies and hype. So the idea was to erect a simple artsy storyline on the inside while applying the black and white coldness that reflects the current society. And boy it was hell torturing to build the box, design the 4 elements in one day (!), hunting the right materials and last but not least doing this disgusting Kecak dude (as Kane put it) Haha cause we did this with soaking tissues in to the stinky PVA glue sludge and squeeze the grossness out of it (with both hands), form a human shape which failed entirely for me cause I make them into carrot shapes, and let them dry. It was like, GIVING BIRTH. And so during the presentation day I was utterly mentally and physically exhausted and when the definitely intriguing case happened where Zhi Kang broke one of the mirrors in it, I didn’t feel a thing I tell you! In fact, I even reply an encouraging sentence if I wasn’t mistaken :) Oh and the lil fella was wearing coat to explain the modern society doing the Kecak dance.

#3 The final post-production, the 2 box on the upper hand. And if you look closely, the right one has a face inside, see those? They are actually designs of the black and white below with 2 models and design elements. I absolutely adore the whole presence and style of it. It’s so elegant plus edgy! Seedy yet vibrant. And the middle design would be 2 out of the fours that drive me insane producing them.

#4 The team with great determination and strive for the best wtf. Actually nolah we weren’t like that it was more of a lagging and procrastination all way long. L-R: Me, Zhi Kang, Tiny and Kenny. If I were anymore depressed, these 3 would have made me jump down from the main building cause they are always so noisy with disastrous comments about me hmph. Like how I always get bombarded by saying I did not put in any effort out of all the sighing and complaints haha. Then it would be a huge debate like some world war 3 and Kenny would be leading the ending with, “Yes! It’s our fault, we drink!” And gulp down whatever liquid they have. So sarcastic man. And how Kenny would squeeze the human form of those lil fella in PVA glue like decorating a Christmas tree and then attempts to rub them on my hand and then finally feel bored. But I am happy in this team haha albeit all the disastrous that happened, the outcome was awesome shall I say. And omg i have no idea why is Kenny’s hand like melting in here.:/

#5 The Egypt team, L-R: Vin Sern, Lizard, Kane and Raymond. I only have this team picture so aih don’t care edi. Their pyramid was the highlight of the day. I know, it probably looks like toy in here but it could be open up and separated into bottom up and even upside down okay. Truly amazing finished art skills. As for the people, I’ll start off with Vinsern. Haha Vinsern is very funny one- He always do funny stuff like a child. And he looks like one too. Gets quiet all the time but talk big words when he feels offended. But you will always see him doing stuff like eating the ice cream away from the gang behind, makes him looks so sad and lonely heh. And then he would be hanging himself on top of a chair bending down to do figures studies so weird! Plus he always get sexual assault from Kenny hahaha. I did warned him to bring along a pepper spray but he wont listen. Lizard was in the same primary class and uh weren’t that close before this but things are better I guess for now. He does character design at ransom days on papers, scribbling. Kane is those typical class joker. Like whatever he says turned comedy and we would laughed so hard till the tummies hurt. Oh and he loves cheese! Haha wth so random. And right, all he needs is a pencil and you can asked him to draw anything under the sun man. I called that imagination drawing which is truly an important possession for an artist to be able to draw without seeing. As for Raymond that face above shows that he hadn’t been sleeping for 2 days. Drives like murdering attempt passenger on board but he always fetch me home :) All the best guys.

TOA Day 112

Okay I am totally cheating on myself if I denied on the fact that I envied on class 2’s luck for obtaining good lecturers for practically every subject. No offence but I am down to dumps about that. But I am cooling of with that now I suppose. Candice as I mentioned in my previous post, was the sane reason that keeps me in clear mind on pursuing Advertising Design. It’s like she would just wowed me with some extra stuff in a class and in my entire high school life not one educator could sod that out. The whole out of mind perception and thoughts. And I am not just referring to her one soul being, there’s also lecturer like Li Wen my Design I lecturer. Okay, in fact it’s the whole department lah. That is so far my summary for Design II.

#1 Design 1 during last semester. Yeap that would be Li Wen and tutor, Vivien in the middle. We took this with like 3 cameras at the same time I think. Therefore Li Wen’s expression was caught on tape haha, spot people. Below would be Raymond and Nash on drugs while others circling LiWen for marks. Damn high.

#2 Color diary(CD) sharing session wtf. Okay I’ll start with mine. Actually I took damn a lot but I shall post one page only lah to prove that I am not self obsess. This would be my Grass Flavored Ice-Cream! Which the whole class gave me in return with deadly stare and Kenny’s hopeless head shake. It’s nice okay, trust my imagination people. It’s never wrong. Extracted from my color diary Pressed In A Book which Li Wen kept back for some exhibition and I haven’t got back ever since.T___T

#3 Ting’s photography version CD. Very Awesome.

#4 Sean’s abstract piece. Damn huge okay. I carry his album my whole body would slide straight down. It only look small here cause he’s a giant. Oh btw people this is the Korean in the class, Sean. Acrylic freak. Drummer. Freaking tall. I so needa do a people post next time.

#5 Zhen Yu’s. Talented dude with uhm very persistent attitude.

#6 LZK’s CD rake color diary. I have no idea how he got the patience to paint this bits by bits.

#7 Kane’s wardrobe! Haha I personally think the hanger is damn cute. I know, of all thing, the hanger…

#8 Funny Florence. Haha Fleur, meet Florence *smirks. Her CD, royal style theme. Damn grand wei.

#9 Tiny’s Happy Meal’s CD hahaha. He loves drawing detail stuff, I mean look at that.

#10 Kenny’s emo stuff. The whole rebirth thing. Why your face like that lah.

#11 Raymond the street smart’s. The piano CD! He practically built everything from the scratch okay. Too bad I cant show you here but there’s lots of inner fun in it. You get t pull up a holder from the side to support the piano. Like this. Then the whole thing could be open up and his diary would just drain out like telephone book holder. If not for his laziness, I would call him a genius haha. Uh in case you needa a image reference, he’s the dude on drugs just now in the picture above.

p/s I shall blend in BITS of my last semester tales inside long with this semester. Save time.

Calligraphy & Letterform is basically an outcome of what you people see in dafont.com. We design the form based on a theme, or rather an object, and if you so happened to be chunked in Debbie’s class, then bless you, one are to design letterforms based on CULTURE. Which doesn’t left us much choice but to research day and night on Indian temple, Egypt acrobat, Chinese ghost 18 levels of hell with coffee. Lots and lots of coffee. For all means of excruciating to come. I mean no offense on her attitude or method of teaching but first up, I don’t think those reading lines by rows from a book and such systematic non flexible teaching methods would actually fit in the creative industry, plus she’s a senior lecturer. SENIOR LECTURER. It’s like she’s trying to grow old faster or something. And most importantly, by letting us off one hour late doesn’t makes one look any more professional okay. And the nerves you had to guilt it on us when you were the one late for class.

But other than that, I suppose she DOES KNOW stuff in this field I guess. Judging by the way she request extraordinary out of objects like bamboo, cats and dogs. Sorry bout the long feud.

Communication Skills, just one thing-I am fascinated by the dramatic entry and theatrical speech Desmond made every week. That’s all. He’s something like that lady drama teacher you see in High School Musical, except that he is cool with cell phones in the class. In fact, he is cool with everything under the sun, just as long as you produce pretty stuff for him to attach up on his Baba Nyonya restaurant’s toilet. But it’s all cool. Having your copy writing advertorial poster on the wall of a Nyonya’s toilet will still grab the attention, like for those who are peeing and have nothing else to do.

No, scratch that. It is part of the growing and toughens up your wings process. Like first your stuff get posted up underground and eventually it will be on bill board sorta thing. So in this case toilet would be the same thing-

Anyway. Whatever. Point is, it’s a good thing at least bit.

3^rd subject goes to Figure Studies. Ultimately my favorite. Seriously I have never been happier to study human forms than when I was in form 5 burying my head in Biology books. Its uber fun. Let’s see. First semester was all about head and face structure. So you guys see me a lot in rushing up 4 portraits in a week. Plus up with the best lecturer and tutor one can have-Way Chuan and Khai Koon, I really got nothing to complain about, except for the part where they were being unappreciated and therefore this semester, disappointment and whatever was obvious. Okay, whatever. The impossibility of relationships and self-worth is never an easy realization. I have given my best. Those are not within my power and shield to decide. So that was last sem which obviously I have shown you zero portraits. Sorry. You know why. Figure Studies II are spaced out into the whole body and gesture is what we are practicing at the current. Heaps of fun!

#12 Way Chuan! On a critique session from last semester. Spot mine. :)

#13 Khai Koon the tutor! On a demonstrating. He inspire many with his huge talent okay. You should see his before and after. Jaw dropped.

#14 Sem1. Heath Ledger(sigh) by me.

#15 Sem1.Keira Knightly by me.

#16 Sem1. Ben Affleck by me.

Drawing I and II. Love this class. With the easel, charcoal and all. Sem 1 lecturer-Jun Mei and Lisa are some talented hotties okay. Most probably come across as warmest lecturer ever. They are JUST.SO.NICE. Period. Then this sem we have the so called Barbie doll lecturer, Yan Ning. Seriously dolled up at all time, in a nice way of course. Always greet with chuckling and demand us to dolled up as well in her class haha damn cute right?! Seriously why are the whole Illustration department packed with such pleasant people?!

#17 Too amusing to ignore. This is what happened what more than 3 camera’s involved. Tiny’s obviously on drugs and we all look so happy jolly goody in the drawing class :) I initially did an animated format picture but it cant loop in here! So too bad.

History of Art II. (blank) I mean, its history lah. Lecturer’s weird though. It’s a phase of interesting fact through his class but only to certain extent where only selective hearing would understand. Say, Jason Mraz would understand him but not Lindsay Lohan. That kind. It’s fast paced deep, filled with a small percentage of craps, honestly. Those interactive experimentations was totally unnecessary.

#18 Sem 1 History of Art Finals. My group’s final piece. Self portraits of us into Van Gogh. 7 individual’s interpretation on their own self portraits then combined and form a story.

#19 Other’s group remake on Van Goghs. Very awesome piece from every single details. You can see tiny chairs made by toothpick. And the coffee tables. They even put a lamp inside the café. I mean the whole form of the café was actually made up. And I get to stack up the chairs on the table. Gee.

#20 Tiny’s group/ Love the concept. Where the statue wouldn’t let go of Pepsi.

#21 Sean with his cave art. Omg he looked like Rain here. Anyway. Anyway. I still’ve got more on other groups so I shall post up if assignments don’t kill me by then, and partly because I cant find them.

And last but not least, Design workshop. I am neutral with this. Just glad that I survive on Gwen’s bra in Li Wen’s class last sem. I’ll show you.

#22 GWEN STEFANI. Homg did I mentioned this was nightmare? Just look at the outline created dots by dots by me, Oh well, happy that I got an A for it.

This semester (cough) lecturer’s switch to Michael. Okay one thing straight, I think people should stop calling him “Lou Po Zhai”, that Hong Kong TVB character majingi thingi. He so do not deserved such hijacked just for some occasionally retard sense of humor. Apart from that, he had been bearing nice to all beings and patience okay. Hell lots of patience, I mean just look at June’s case. He can actually bear with June and teach her stuff nicely and that actually goes through her brain cells safely. She’s doing so much better than last sem okay. You people are really never in an easy realization to appreciate seriously. Never ever. And I am glad to know he do have the effort of scolding people unlike some rare kind lecturer.

Why am I so bitchy now? :(

I don’t mind you throwing tomato at me but that’s a fact so please deal with it.

Wookay so Design workshop. Basically its bout designing programmes like Photoshop and Illustrator, so far. Last sem was Illustrator and we were required to produce a concert poster some sort. I named it murdering attempt. This time would be Photoshop and to final’s to produce poster based on Surrealism. And Michael-haha, he’s Wai Hong’s soul mate. They breathe eat sleep for Mac. That’s how Wai Hong put it- “ I love Michael”. Heh. Well, he’s funnily weird for me, but I think he’s awesome. Especially after he finds my ice cream addiction very funny. Oh well.

Toddles. Assignments howling,sigh. I still have got LOADS of words and picture to share. Just wait.

p/s Happy Birthday June :)

Soundtrack: David Cook- The World I Know

Feeling: Exhausted

For You From Me

I know it is up to down and in to out the rotting period right now.

 

You can strike a surprise visit to Emily’s house, only to find her spreading on top of her sofa like pieces of tuna watching endless The O.C; or you can checked into Ev’s around the corner room to find her standing firm on her bed with a broomstick on hand, singing the latest hit of American Idol by Renaldo Lapuz, I am your brother, your best friend forever… (seriously, watch it, we watch till Ev actually dropped down frm her chair heh) And if you ever need help on moaning lawn or washing filthy toilet OR someone to brush your teeth, do phone up them. Of course lah, you have to pay up a small amount of fortune, cause you are dealing with Emily and Ev here. They calculate money like dust.

 

And they will definitely say yes,

Cause they are THIS free. Plus Ev’s You Tube must-watch list is finished 3 days ago.

 

 

But ever since my last update on Heath Ledger, this within period had been the busiest moment of my life. In fact, I’m really not sure why the hell am I having this time to journal, with my mind surfing through endless thoughts trying to spot that missing hole of important memos, I might have just missed out an assignment just like that. Oh God.

 

And I am SO NOT over Heath Ledger yet!

Just wait till Chinese New Year and I shall do some serious playback. A few honorable mentions should be rewarded to the talented him instead of rumors. Yesh.

 

 

 

Okay back to point. Its been God Knows How Many days since I have been away from my computer so needless to say, from my journal. A LOT HAS FREAKING HAPPENED. I’ve been doing a lot of crazy stuff for the past two months. And I haven’t been spreading stories on that for some time. Eureka, point form word list here goes

- Went for the usual Subang Jaya teenagers hype trend, Genting Trip. But its Alas we did it thing. Just peeps and uhm one peeps boyfriend. And that was worth a 2 days of rotting process again, as we walk aimlessly around. Ate Pizza Hut and got stomach ache, Yee Keong actually slept in the toilet more than on the sleeping bag haha. Watched AVP2 and Oh My God Great God Lord whatever it is please save the human population and stopped them from watching shows like this, or even to produce them. Honestly, whats the whole point of this piece of crap I have no idea, me and Ev have totally no intention to even step in the cinema, but Emily and Yk insisted so badly. Fine lah we went in. At 1 in the morning. Not long after that, yes you think right-they went sleeping, and I guess perhaps this is something we had never and will never come across again, me and Ev actually watched with a disgusted screw up faces and body hold up as long as giraffe. I mean seriously people (no offence Sheun Yeow haha), whats with an alien coming down to earth, planted another bunch of as ugly as him alien, and then set off to play catching them?! Plus all night the only conversation we got was tsiek tsiek tsiek from that alien who possessed Red Indian hair. Untill the part of breeding eggs into pregnant lady’s stomach through their throat and made their fetus burst was just barbaric lah. Me and Ev literally made a Matrix motion of turning our head to each other with a Why-On-Earth-Are-We-Actually-Watching-This question marks in our eyes, and duh with Siew Ying sleeping nicely in between us. Talking bout AVP2, I remembered having this quirky thing going on:

 

-ev- says (9:45 PM):

Erm. Cause got naked ppl there in the American Gangster. i went outside nia den suddenly

 

-ev- says (9:46 PM):

POM

 

-ev- says (9:46 PM):

on d screen. mum n dad like o.o

 

zheng joo says (9:46 PM):

uh did they see u? are u tengah kena nagging now?

 

-ev- says (9:47 PM):

DUH. Noleh.dey eyes like O.O d now

 

zheng joo says (9:47 PM):

are they lookin at you in a dirty way now?

 

-ev- says (9:47 PM):

LOL. Noleh. i like WTH. Then faster go in room. So mum dad like..innocent gall

 

-ev- says (9:47 PM):

ahhh! LOL. i mean dats wad deir brain will tink leh

 

zheng joo says (9:48 PM):

…..

 

zheng joo says (9:48 PM):

wth hell lah u. if u innocent

 

zheng joo says (9:48 PM):

i dun have brain wan

 

zheng joo says (9:48 PM):

and emily dun exist

 

-ev- says (9:48 PM):

Wth. LOL. eh eh where got such ting k

 

-ev- says (9:48 PM):

LOL u dam funny

 

-ev- says (9:49 PM):

em dun exist  -WTH. lolz!

 

zheng joo says (9:49 PM):

YEALAH CAUSE SHE EDI INNOCENT LIKE SHIT

 

zheng joo says (9:49 PM):

but very noisy innocent lah

 

-ev- says (9:49 PM):

LOL ahahaha

 

zheng joo says (9:49 PM):

see abit of breast, YEAAARRRRR

 

-ev- says (9:49 PM):

TRUE TRUE:YERRRR. LOL

 

-ev- says (9:49 PM):

we like: SHUT UP LAH.

 

-ev- says (9:49 PM):

kleh not dat bad leh LOL

 

zheng joo says (9:49 PM):

homg u should be there lah that day when me and emily watch 40 years old virgin. DAMN BLARDY HELL LONG EDI SUMMORE ALL PORN WAN

 

-ev- says (9:50 PM):

LOL LOL LOL

 

zheng joo says (9:50 PM):

Emily jaw down all time

 

-ev- says (9:50 PM):

She sure waaaa. LOLZ

 

zheng joo says (9:50 PM):

then she said it is MING ZHONG ZHU DING that whenever she is with us everything is porn. wth rite. i wanted to watch chocalate factory at 1st but she go choose her self that show

 

-ev- says (9:50 PM):

LOL. where got such tings!!! d time in genting we watch no porn wan arh!

 

zheng joo says (9:51 PM):

LOL thats cause yk is there

 

-ev- says (9:52 PM):

aahahah wth where got such tings wan!

 

-ev- says (9:52 PM):

mayb d alien is considered porn lah hor. d sexual reproduction method, thru mouth wan, den babies pop up thru stomache LOL

 

zheng joo says (9:52 PM):

HONG YESSSS AVP2. WE ARE ACTUALLY WATCHING ALIEN HAVING SEX

 

-ev- says (9:52 PM):

EXACTLY WEI and we human are like d medium man!

 zheng joo says (9:53 PM):

EWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Ev shaddap, medium…wth

 -ev- says (9:53 PM):

LOL. ahahah considered mah. we like d sacrifice ppl. d most stupid wasn is d first two kena killed punya leh.like suddenly revived. i tot got hope, den die again. WTHHHHH

 

 

We are deprived of being productive two months ago. You don’t wanna come anywhere near us.

        

 

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Playing Checkers while waiting for ze bus. Very no life. Proof: Look at Ev.

Reached. Starbuck-ing while Em and Yk joinned the long queue.

 
They came back. And stoned.

 

Ev’s the eating god. No she did not just took one grape. She by far finished four dishes already.

Pizza Hut. Cause of Stomach Ache. And duh Ev eating again. Africa really should bann her.

Stomach Ache laah.

- Sweeney Todd is a freaking awesome movie! Johnny Depp’s voice was a clear string of freshness and soul feeding, with a slothful taste of sadness and emptiness. Absolute Brilliance. Oh God he should be done with an album. But nah course he would not have done that, he’s the King of Weird. And King of Weird don’t produce some trashy for commercial sake album. Pray him get an Oscar for this, cause it is well deserved. And no I am yet to watch a lorry of films, due to the pre notice busyness. I wanna watch Clover field and Atonement badly. And Juno. And Cashback. And Gone Baby Gone. And Awake. And Across The Universe.

 

 

- Metrodad has been a good read. (Extracted)

“Disney Princesses are terrible role models. This was, by far, my biggest issue with the princess dolls. Look, I know that it’s absurd to think of a plastic piece of crap as being a role model for my daughter but the fact is that, in Disney’s case, the doll is a representation of a character. So let’s take a look at those characters. Most of them spend half their time in captivity or in a coma, waking up only when a prince comes along and kisses them. The only ones who are exceptions to this are Mulan and Pocahontas. Hell, Mulan has to dress up as a boy to fight in the army and Pocahantas lacks full princess status. Also, many of the princess tales celebrate the ugly duckling scenario of overnight transformation. That, in and of itself, would not be that big of a deal. The problem is that none of the princesses actually “work” to achieve their transformations. Sleeping Beauty is a victim. Snow White’s greatest feat of courage was dusting. And as someone once said, Cinderella essentially gains all her power through the good will of a magical floating Angela Lansbury look-alike. Now, I’m no feminist but it’s pretty clear to me that Disney princesses tend to belittle the efforts that women have made in terms of achieving gender equality on their own terms and with their own efforts. “

 

Ha ha ha. But eh I still like Disney. Don’t assume.

 

  

 

-Siew Yings open house had been heaps of fun. This is a must mentioned cause she moved to some land we totally got lost at. Lesson learned. Next time no more asking Jiyung to fetch go and Qihan to fetch back. Next time around, Chan Siew Ying have to do the honors. Hoho.

           

 

 

   
  

- I have finally found something worth in me cause all these while I am one darn hell stupit being alive- I BLARDY HELL PASS MY DRIVING TEST. Eureka! Seriously I have no idea how did that happen and am still trying to figure out the math. Cause I actually passed at the first attempt. And for that, I am pregnant with such words down,

 

My unsupportive dad: Har?! How can you actually passed?! Cant believe you passed blah blah blah.

 

Roger (driving instructor): HAAAAR YOU PASSED AHH?! (Insert a max volume here)

 

Amir: HOMGAWD YOU PASSED. No one passed the 1st attempt but you pass.

 

Emily : #@$#%^$^  and congrats . haha.

 

Ev: Congrats! Haha Emily went for 3 times, I twice, you should only need one time lah fella.

 

I really don’t know how did I passed. All I did was talking to myself most of the time and just do what I am supposed to do. Although the scope part was utter disastrous. People pressed on clutch to restart the car, I pressed on break. Then people go down the scope rightly and get out of the car to sign their sign, but I opened the car door and pull down the side plastic thingi attached to the car. JPJ dude asked: Apatu ah?!  I answered: Tak tau. And hide in under the seats. Thank God Joyce manage to tag along. OKAY point is I passed. There was this girl who started her on road test with a perfect condition kancil but came back with a missing piece of the back mirror and a squashed on the back. Apparently a huge ass lorry bang on the kancil. And magically they still survived, although it is obvious that the JPJ dude was walking shaking. That should gave him a fright and perhaps then he would realize that life’s short and that he should forge himself to quit the shameful sin of collecting bribes. ISH.  And uh I still don’t dare to drive yet. Told ya I have no idea how the hell I passed. But Emily and Ev are getting their car pretty soon! Halelujjah. I would so make them drive me around even if I might get killed. (Molesting my license while jotting this hah) 

- I cut my hair. Yes, again. Please make it a habit of viewing this matter normal as the raining season in Malaysia. As usual, I slept through when the hairdresser started on his artwork. Not that my description on the hairstyle matter anyway. It’s abit bob this time around. I am not sure weather to like it or not. But ahh whatever lah. They will grow anyway

 

 

- John Mayer’s Clarity drives me nuts, creating much summer diversion.

 

 

 

 

- Yess, The One Academy talk now. First of all, I missed FICM people siiigh. And now, The One Academy had been a blast. I’d never learned such honestly in my entire life before, you have my word. Although I am barely even breathing or taking time to realizes which pair of shoes have I worn. The assignments are pouring in like a never ending ocean of time. At times, I would pulled up strangle looking upon the marking board only to find a few A’s amongst those zillionth of B+ and D-.

 

I just have to keep telling myself that I would be okay. Because I am really working my ass off.

 

At times, I am getting more and more used to locking up myself in the room and lying on the bed, just to stare at things. I would stare hard and harder on the familiar white ceiling and the spinning fan. I haven’t even been doing proper sleeping for the past few weeks. Yet, I am loving all the stuff I created. Do you get the feeling? I shall get better, I guess.

 

Okay so heavy dose of assignment, checked. Not only that, I had to reached campus at 7 when my class only started at 10.30 cause transportation issue. There’s no more Su’s and Fleur’s hse for me to tumpang at, and I have to do absolute NOTHING at the front door everyday. A front door with a front floor and zero chairs. That’s the absolute bad part and one of the contributions on my sleepiness everyday. My class’s CD081-3, no more FICM Jan. My ID’s 0801078, no more 0701K61273. People now call me Monitor cause I am freaking one (Don’t ask why and how) and no more Zay-J cause theres this dude in my class that declares himself as J-Zee. Haha.

 

And I have to admit, my Class Advisor(CA) Way Chuan is kinof cool lah. He’s a great artist, gether with Khai Koon the tutor, and he has the ability to crack jokes without a single smile on his face. His most recent quote, I like the girl cause she look like the moon, and I am a spoon. How to relate ah? Moon, Spoon, Moon Spoon, ahh back to class. Crazy Random. Anyhoo. I have subjects on Design 1, Finished Art, History of Art, Figure Studies, Drawing and hmph English. Design 1 is a design conceptual class where they teach the basic of design mindset, which is Dots Drawing, as some of you are informed. Dots then create Lines, which is another assignment awaiting. Computer design software like Photoshop and Illustrator are also taught through this subject. Finished Art is all bout careful detail works, basically stuff like how to make your artwork presentable. Therefore we are doing quite a number of cut and paste, drawing grid system, and currently building box. Quite killing sometimes. I mean in here, you cant do cut and paste like some trashy examples back then in kindy garden, with all those remaining glues drying up everywhere. In here, everything is about measurement, accuracy and neatness. People like Tah Eve Lynn, I suggest you stay 5 feet away frm this one haha. History art would be history lah duh. Figure Studies is conducted by my CA and a pretty interesting subject. Very interesting in fact. We have got to study on human figure, their bone structure, flesh, proportion, shape of the eyes nose ear lips blah blah, and tons of practicing. In 3 years time, I should be able to draw out whomever I like, like those professional exhibitions you can see. We’ll see. Drawing would be the practice of free drawing on objects. This class’s uber fun, honestly. All we need is a drawing board and a standing holder with a stool. Then we draw free hand on those boards. Like what you see in films lah. Fantastic. We learned on shadowing, outline, and lot more.

 

Art Studies is a lot more complicated than you think, probably even tougher than math okay.

 

Also, my whole life seems to be tied on together with VERY LOUD CLASSES. First, 5C with Bay in it. Then, Ficm. Now CD0801-3. All as loud as trumpet. Haha. Meant to be lah. Good thing I am no deaf yet. Classmates detail next time round .

 

I SHALL SURVIVE. Must.

My Chinese New Year is evaporating cause quite a number of assignment just sign up to me. T_T

One of them would be collecting super cool angpau design. That’s the way how the lecturer put it-SUPER COOL. So people, mail me if you have any, pretty please?
    
                                                                 Home (Dots Drawing) by Me.

    
                                                          Broadway (Lines Drawing) by Me.

And Happy Belated Burpday to Tah Eve Lynn. 

Thanks for being the bestest pal.
May you be blessed with heaven of food everyday.

Sleep Less.

Start Driving for godsake.

Eat Less. Seriously.

 

 

Clean your bag. 

Love cable car. Heh.

  

Okay Happy Chinese New Year!

Bye bye.

 

Feeling: Dong Dong Chiang. Festive.
Soundtrack: The Less- Pieces